I’m sleepy. I’ve had lots of thoughts lately about the divine, attempting meditation and who I want to work with as to who I will end up working with.
I’m not that great at meditating. I’m attempting to work on it. My altar is still incomplete. My wand is drying out at my parents place and I still have not found a suitable athame. This is why I think I’m bad at meditation, my thoughts jump everywhere and it’s hard for me to organize them. It sometimes feels like I have ADHD. I feel like I just want to jump into this right away but I can’t because there’s still so much reading, researching and preparing before I can.
I’m really into candle magick thought. I want to see how many books I can get my hands on. I might need to hit up Chapters later.